February 2010
time to draw.
and do psychology homework and avoid showing my dad my grades so that I don’t get grounded. I’m just going to wait until he takes me to get my nose pierced and then I’ll show him.
My hands are around my throat. I’m gasping for air. I’m watching people walk around me and not acknowledge that I’m there. This is ridiculous. This isn’t where I am. But with my heart, bleeding in my lap, there’s nothing else I can do.
I just want simple things like you choosing the...
glitter-n-dope:(via spaceanimal)
I want a valentine this year.
somethingintellectual:
As much as I raise my eyebrow to Hallmark holidays, I still have that longing for someone to write me a sappy poem about my eyelashes or something.
I'm not sure what to do..
I’m blaming myself when I know I shouldn’t. Because I was only doing what I thought was best for me, right? I was just going off of what my heart and my emotions were telling me. I wasn’t purposely trying to hurt you. and I did. I’ve broken you in half by doing nothing but finally doing something for myself. And now I’m happy. But I think that I’m sabotaging...
January 2010
I’m going to go shower, then clean my room, put away my clothes, and hope that something will happen today. If not, then that’s fine with me. I can waste the hours away by painting things that mean almost absolutely nothing to me. It’ll be a good day, I want it to be a good day.
Where would you buy a hedgehog from?
I want to get one after I graduate.
having chocolate chips and marsh mellows for...
last night
I went to Omaha with Phalin, Hans and Evan. Evan drove and it took us a really long time to get to Urban because Evan kept taking wrong turns but it ended up being fine. Then when we got to urban I bought a Bill Cosby sweater and a hat that has squirrels on it. Both are super adorable and wonderful. But then as we were trying to leave the sensor went off on me. The manager asked me to go into the...
B-
bay-uh-lee:
amarandie:
bay-uh-lee:
amarandie:
Why are you jealous of me? :(
You are so beautiful, its hard to not be jealous of someone who has such natural beauty. :)
But I’m not. I could post an extremely unflattering picture of myself and how I look right now, but I’m too nervous. But I probably will anyways.
Dear, being Naturally Beautiful means you don’t need makeup you don’t...
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bay-uh-lee:
amarandie:
Why are you jealous of me? :(
You are so beautiful, its hard to not be jealous of someone who has such natural beauty. :)
But I’m not. I could post an extremely unflattering picture of myself and how I look right now, but I’m too nervous. But I probably will anyways.
- Actually I can’t because I can’t find my camera and my phone is too full...
B-
Why are you jealous of me? :(
i wish january would just end already.
14552.) I think I'm happy, despite everything.
(via blogsecret)
Oh, I dyed my hair the other night
Back to a normal brown color.
i was just on tinychat.com
bay-uh-lee:
amarandie:
apparently my teeth are gross and i need jaw surgery because it’s too narrow. cooooool.
oh Ashley, you’re beautiful.
I know, I know. But it was just amusing because the people that were saying that I’m unattractive were ugly and fat..
i was just on tinychat.com
apparently my teeth are gross and i need jaw surgery because it’s too narrow. cooooool.
i'm done for the night.
super sleepy.
Please don't give up yet.
Please.. Fucking please..
"fidelity" by regina spektor
I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind all this music And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart It breaks my heart And suppose I never ever met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never...
